Reality Porn Blog: BOYS FIRST TIME ever talks about the REAL price we might pay if we fuck our students. Losing my job or my marriage would have been easier to bear. But of course Jan and I didn't only fuck, we made love. Bart will never know the difference. But I do. I think about Jan all the time, and I'm truly grateful that we had the opportunity to explore our love together. But it still hurts to be alone without her.
